heartbeats

yes Rudolf, I bought myself the present I need, because I don't want to hate you for the rest of this f. life. :)
..see how it fits me in a couple of months.

still I can't stop asking myself w.t.f. did he do that is not allowed to experience love this lifetime?
kind of change of stars, but.. I know love when i feel it.

well maybe when the heart stops.. will know.