aerial..

R, from love.
stiu, stiu, am zis de atatea ori.. :)
Dar, mai ales, in this game with time, asa cum am zis cu voce tare saptamana trecuta de mai multe ori, daca vrei cu adevarat ceva trebuie sa fii persistent. 24/7 a week. Indeed.

Nu exista coincidente in lume. Nu in asa hal ca cele prin care trec cu fiecare zi ce trece in plus.

Si totusi, cu toate lucrurile intamplate, deschid ochii larg si regasesc in fiecare clipa puterea de a sta dreapta, cu aripile intinse, in fata unui zid.

Priveste'ma. Zbor peste zid si nu ma mai poti opri, decat in clipa cand o sa ma prinzi in brate.

LoA'in next stage. letting the energy do the job. love.

Visualise. How f. Hard can that be?
How much delay has the Time still need to fill.. in this lovely life game?
Did I not mention hard enough: name, birth, eye colour, aura in particular?
Come on moon, wake up.

(..that day when time slaps you in the face with LoA truth. Attracting birthdates, and kids names.)

Dream, Nik, just dream.

labeling people

I came with a frame of mind.

and ma stradui sa o modelez in asa fel incat sa o iubesc in fiecare zi.

cand faci algoritmica pe organisme vii, ar fi bine sa fii pregatit sa reactioneze intr'un mod pe care nu l-ai anticipat. Ce sa vezi, sunt vii.

Labeling people is not a strength i have.

pentru ca eticheta te ajuta sa decizi daca atunci cand cumperi un produs iti asumi si riscurile impachetate in el.

Dar, e funny, in lumea in care toata lumea poate face psihoterapie cu ceilalti, sa vezi cum se eticheteaza oamenii din cadrul mai larg sau mai restrans al propriei perceptii despre viata.

Era o vreme cand toata lumea stia fotbal. Politice. Macroeconomie. Acu.. toata lumea face psihoterapie pe ceilalti. LOL. 

Cum ar fi sa ne descoperim fiecare talentul si sa cultivam ceea ce ne face unici si speciali in lumea asta? 

Dar.. sa punem etichete oamenilor zic. Asa.. ca de 2015.

walls falling down

Being straightforward may damage your image, but will always keep your spine intact.

Because once a vertebrate, always one.

When tired, the walls fall down. And it vibrates to my soul so hard that I can picture the place. Again and again as the first time I saw it. Never knew what to do with it.

Someplace Rome, near the Colliseum, lies an old gothic church with an old torn apart garden. You need me to draw it out? But after passing the iron doors (iron, so ironic for a blood desease, roght?), the land unfolds into someplace Magic. From the future from where the Time bends the future with the eternity of our souls. Whispering, that is.. "Come. Follow me. It's time."

As I follow, I feel i get lost in the magic of your dream of me. Because the world is still, the time is still, and the only presence around is your breathing. Do you even know you do that when tired? If when tired, than what about willingly while wide awake? And then, why do I wonder why I fell you lingering on my skin when our auras meet by accident?

Wide awake remembering.

dreaming into 2015

Ending of an era. A bad one. 

Anything that comes my way, can only be better that the last 2 years.

Facem si noi niste rezolutii pt 2015, Sascha?

I know, pt tine 2015, 2016, or any other year, will be perfect as long as you can sleep carelessly next to me.

Si pt mine, la fel.

I've said it before: thank you 2014 for bringing sascha, and the others in my life.

Dear 2015, te rog, nu lasa cararea galbena prafuita si ajuta-ma sa fac pasii de care am nevoie pentru aducerea visului in realitate, complet. Asa cum stim noi ca e el. Everytime.

Cu pasi mici, alergand, sarind peste piatra cubica, dar mereu in miscare, te rog. Daca se poate in zbor. As in: repara'mi 2015 aripa lovita, sa pot zbura. 

Dreaming into 2015.

nameless lie

respect, royalty, magic.

in this lifetime, i chose to inspire.

to do that i need to trust. the moon, with all myself.

having trust issues is not part of my lifestile. so, if lies are flowing freely on your lifestream, go find someone who you can mingle your lies with. my time is limited.

i don't care who you are, whoever you are, doesn't stand a chance with all the lies.

how can you dream excellence when you life is based on deceivment?

well..seen this before. not an issue.

playing suits is not for everyone, harvey & mike are trustworthy. 

PS: when the lies will start hurting, remember, you crossed a line you shouldn't have.

Rudolfing..

Dear Rudolf,

maine, maine, iti pregatesc de mancare si te astept.
azi doar am pregatit cadourile. :) ca sa iti fie mai usor.

voiam ceva.. dar am lasat plicul acasa.. il gasesti tu acolo si il citesti pana vin inapoi.
anyway, in the Magic, i need to thank you, for finally making it stop.
Printre stele, vindecare, infuzie de speranta, thank you for all that happened this year.
It's been a hard year. Looking back, I can't say which one was harder, 2013 or 2014th, but still, I'm glad is over.

thank you for bringing Sascha into my life. another form of cloud, but, always here ready to measure my emotions and to set them straight. Ieri, nu voia sa plece de acasa. stim de ce nu voia. dar, Time will surely tell us both if it was worthed. i'd never imagined he'll just lighten up my aura this brigth, patching in the night, the wounds the light of day made on every feather.

thank you for my P.E.T. (personal emotional trainer). even though growing apart, when times are bad, he'll always be here to heal the parts of the aura, that need more strength than sascha has. pentru ca marimea conteaza cand intizi oase.

thank you for meeting the kids. in a life full of smart objectives and mean people, thank you for bringing them close to me this real, this year.

thank you for breaking the chains. the best days of the last 3 years, that i feel freed, and i know that noone, ever, will be able to chain my wings like that, for any. f. reason. i'm not sure that the one that broke them can see it, as he is right now too busy doubting the reasons of my existence and appearence in his life.
maybe it's time :) ? as in: "come, follow me, it's time" ?

thank you for not breaking my dream. and for bringing it real, near to me. so close. too damn close.

thank you for helping me move.

and for running 2 SM's.

and for resisting another year to the madness of the f. fee.

for keeping me sane.

for keeping me safe from harm.

for validating the bloodline.

for all.

thank you for the proof that mind rules over matter, anytime. but love rules them all.

so, for Xmas, dear Rudolf, can you please talk to Mr Time for me, and tell him I'm ready to receive my gift?

nik.