Rudolfing..

Dear Rudolf,

maine, maine, iti pregatesc de mancare si te astept.
azi doar am pregatit cadourile. :) ca sa iti fie mai usor.

voiam ceva.. dar am lasat plicul acasa.. il gasesti tu acolo si il citesti pana vin inapoi.
anyway, in the Magic, i need to thank you, for finally making it stop.
Printre stele, vindecare, infuzie de speranta, thank you for all that happened this year.
It's been a hard year. Looking back, I can't say which one was harder, 2013 or 2014th, but still, I'm glad is over.

thank you for bringing Sascha into my life. another form of cloud, but, always here ready to measure my emotions and to set them straight. Ieri, nu voia sa plece de acasa. stim de ce nu voia. dar, Time will surely tell us both if it was worthed. i'd never imagined he'll just lighten up my aura this brigth, patching in the night, the wounds the light of day made on every feather.

thank you for my P.E.T. (personal emotional trainer). even though growing apart, when times are bad, he'll always be here to heal the parts of the aura, that need more strength than sascha has. pentru ca marimea conteaza cand intizi oase.

thank you for meeting the kids. in a life full of smart objectives and mean people, thank you for bringing them close to me this real, this year.

thank you for breaking the chains. the best days of the last 3 years, that i feel freed, and i know that noone, ever, will be able to chain my wings like that, for any. f. reason. i'm not sure that the one that broke them can see it, as he is right now too busy doubting the reasons of my existence and appearence in his life.
maybe it's time :) ? as in: "come, follow me, it's time" ?

thank you for not breaking my dream. and for bringing it real, near to me. so close. too damn close.

thank you for helping me move.

and for running 2 SM's.

and for resisting another year to the madness of the f. fee.

for keeping me sane.

for keeping me safe from harm.

for validating the bloodline.

for all.

thank you for the proof that mind rules over matter, anytime. but love rules them all.

so, for Xmas, dear Rudolf, can you please talk to Mr Time for me, and tell him I'm ready to receive my gift?

nik.